Post the traumatic break up with my ex I did not know what to do with myself, but absolutely hated where I lived in KEW in Birmingham, and hated Birmingham as I was living and working with my own little company in the same place. I blamed the breakup on myself as my environment I…
Category: Personal Life
Me, myself and I….
Experiences shared so others can learn… or point and laugh… or give advice… who knows… I rant… talk about feelings… and yet I dont know why…
Kinkyness – But not in the office!
Its probably no surprise to people who know me that I have some “interesting” activities I get up to sexually. But I must say that my view on these activities are slightly different to what others have… let me explain! I like rubber, leather, bondage and things like that. The main thing I like is…
Hmphhhh
I don’t know what is up with me today…. No really…. Feel super despondent, lethargic, shit, and annoyed…. and I can’t work out why? Actually I think I may be sick – yes I think I am sick. Maybe depressed. Had the option to go and have fun with someone and didn’t want to…. was…
Going Nuts?
Spent most of the morning racking my brains trying to remember who I went to church with recently on a Sunday afternoon… I think it has now come to me that it was my friend Parvel… but the annoyance at myself for not remembering. This was after a gift they gave me from the church…
Time Heals?
Gav – the Policeman and amazing friend of mine (and much more!) died in October. I still find it hard to get through the days. Everyday I think about him – sometimes it’s just a small thought…. others it’s like today where I am pretty much in tears and have to go and occupy myself…
Extreme Kink!
After weeks of arranging the day had finally come. I was finishing work early, the car was packed with plenty of toys to play with and I was so pumped up and horny I was surprised I hadn’t already blown my load through excitement. I jumped in the car and raced round the motorway following…
Vacation or Work?
I have now been in the US almost two weeks… Ok well I am about 11 days into “Vacation” as the Americans call it! Most of the vacation has been spent milling around and seeing California – immersing myself in the gay scene – although its a bit of a worrying place…. there is a…
San Fran
Well… I have been here a week now and not yet run out of things to do… in fact it is likely I will run out of time before I have to fly off the San Diego (which I am looking forward to). San Fran is a strange place with very mixed set of people……
Weddings and Holidays!
Sisters wedding was ace… in fact it was awesome! I had major reservations about this but after a bit of a discussion with mum and Astra I decided I would go. My expectations was that this was going to be a media circus as TV channels usually make a spectical out of these things. Now…
Inevitability
This weekend has been a bit of a complete fail… I had a few plans… my friend Greg was coming over but cause of the snow he decided to catch up on uni work instead. Jon was also planning on coming up and going out to hard on but did his back in unfortunately… Friday…