{"id":148,"date":"2012-01-13T00:52:11","date_gmt":"2012-01-12T23:52:11","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.cs9.co.uk\/blog\/?p=148"},"modified":"2026-01-18T11:46:17","modified_gmt":"2026-01-18T11:46:17","slug":"decisions-decisions","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/mcloud.im\/blog\/blog\/2012\/01\/13\/decisions-decisions\/","title":{"rendered":"Decisions Decisions&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Today one of my best friends told me about the list! No apparently the list is something that we all mentally create&#8230; whenever we see a nice attractive guy&#8230;. we add them to the list&#8230; the aim is when we die we aim to ensure that we have not missed any opportunities, especially when they may have added us to their list.<br \/>\nThe moral of the story is we should have the guts to ask guys that we see around us and like out on dates. The thing is I do not have the guts to ask guys out&#8230; for fear of rejection&#8230;. yep I admit it&#8230;. im scared of rejection&#8230;. come on all you analysts out there tell me why this is the case? I have some ideas&#8230; but frankly I dont care about the reasons&#8230; just how to cope with this inability. This is probably why I dont believe in having enemies. As that would be an admission that there are people out there that have rejected me.<br \/>\nI know there are people out there that have rejected me, including people who I really love. But hey shit happens&#8230; what can you do about it&#8230;. pick yourself up, dust yourself off, learn from it and live another day&#8230;. the pain will eventually subside.<\/p>\n<p>So I want to meet people on my list&#8230; but for the time being I will just continue to add to the list.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Today one of my best friends told me about the list! No apparently the list is something that we all mentally create&#8230; whenever we see a nice attractive guy&#8230;. we add them to the list&#8230; the aim is when we die we aim to ensure that we have not missed any opportunities, especially when they&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-148","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-personal_life"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/mcloud.im\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/148","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/mcloud.im\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/mcloud.im\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mcloud.im\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mcloud.im\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=148"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/mcloud.im\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/148\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":361,"href":"https:\/\/mcloud.im\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/148\/revisions\/361"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/mcloud.im\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=148"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mcloud.im\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=148"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mcloud.im\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=148"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}