So! I came up with a spiffing idea (he says quit openly admiting he has drunken too much!).
If the UK is too hard to deal with, and causes me too many problems with finding places to live, baggage problems with ex’s and issues with finding friends…. then lets try something new….. lets f*ing move overseas…. and do you know what… just checked and new contract says I can be based in UK or Germany!….
So guess what is currently going through my head….. yes its f*ck me its miles cheaper to live in Germany and has the added benefit of offering a sanctuary for a little while until I have sorted myself out… with the by-product that I might learn German! Hmmmmmm