Today one of my best friends told me about the list! No apparently the list is something that we all mentally create… whenever we see a nice attractive guy…. we add them to the list… the aim is when we die we aim to ensure that we have not missed any opportunities, especially when they may have added us to their list.
The moral of the story is we should have the guts to ask guys that we see around us and like out on dates. The thing is I do not have the guts to ask guys out… for fear of rejection…. yep I admit it…. im scared of rejection…. come on all you analysts out there tell me why this is the case? I have some ideas… but frankly I dont care about the reasons… just how to cope with this inability. This is probably why I dont believe in having enemies. As that would be an admission that there are people out there that have rejected me.
I know there are people out there that have rejected me, including people who I really love. But hey shit happens… what can you do about it…. pick yourself up, dust yourself off, learn from it and live another day…. the pain will eventually subside.
So I want to meet people on my list… but for the time being I will just continue to add to the list.