Rosten Vasey
Still very fucked up!!!
Yes its true… I am still extremely fucked up…. Certain str8 boy said that I am destructive and seek to self destruct every relationship I hold dear, and fuck me he is so right… lets look at the facts (and my sordid history on this….) 1 – The first bf…. we will call him ‘G’……..
Life barrels on like a runaway train….
The roller coaster that is my life, well im on a high… but a low at the same time. I still love my job lots, and its still the single entity I cling to for dear life to keep me sane… but of late… priorities have changed… and for the better… Im pleased to say…
Positivity in a negative world…
Well yesterday i wrote an entry that was an attempt to be positive… I am an upbeat person on the whole… especially when im in kid mode… which is pretty often… well… ok when im happy… (or at a theme park!). Today I find myself on a tin can on wheels (or train!)… filled with…
And on a positive note….
Recently it was suggested to me that I may find it thereputic to write about positive things on my blog rather than negative ones… even though I dont tend to see the things that I write in such a negative light… but hey! So…. based on this… lets give it a go! 🙂 As you…
The gay, the bi and the straight
As you have previously read – last year I actually met someone who saw me for the person I was (and not the act we all hide behind when we are trying to sell ourselves). But as ever there were problems… It all started summer last year when I was recovering from my mouth operation….
2009 – Let’s Reflect
Well seen as we have created the “plan” for 2010 I thought is would be apt to do a review of where we are and what happened in 2009. So in no particular order here is the “a year in the life of a gay boy”: Stopped Hiding – Yes this was the year I…
2010 – A defining year?
Now where have I heard that statement from… oh yeah the senior managers at work… apparently 2010 will be a defining year (at work). Well if this is the case I suppose I better make some crap, erm I mean resolutions for the new year. Weight – As you know I aint exactly a thin…
Hey hit the safety switch!
Men are a mix and mash of emotion, endorphines and aggression. We have different aspects of ourselves that we allow different people to see. At work I sometimes (most times) come accross as a cunt. With my family I am the fountain of all knowledge. With my friends I am one of the lads. And…
Music… more than just a good tune…
We all have music collections and songs that we love. But music is more than just a great tune, well it is for me. It opens memories of what that song means to me. Be it that there is a song that reminds you of a person, or there is certain songs that have lyrics…