Something weird is happening inside my head and I don’t know what it is… For many years I have travelled on planes, like literally all the bloody time! Now being honest I don’t really like flying but have always seen it as a necessary evil (now don’t get me wrong I love planes – like…
Isle of Man
Post the traumatic break up with my ex I did not know what to do with myself, but absolutely hated where I lived in KEW in Birmingham, and hated Birmingham as I was living and working with my own little company in the same place. I blamed the breakup on myself as my environment I…
Chris B (2012)
We met through a mutual friend (another Chris) who was a lovely guy but edging on the side of crazy… Our friend Chris lived in Watford and had a shop in a garden centre that can only be described as “new age shit” with magic crystals that would heal you etc. I ended up meeting…
Alex & Mitch
Why do I end up being the person that tries to help everyone? I went to Gear Blast again this year and ran into Mitch. Now Mitch is a lovely guy, but at that point in his life where he does not know what the hell he is doing. Unfortunately he lost his job as…
Kinkyness – But not in the office!
Its probably no surprise to people who know me that I have some “interesting” activities I get up to sexually. But I must say that my view on these activities are slightly different to what others have… let me explain! I like rubber, leather, bondage and things like that. The main thing I like is…
Hmphhhh
I don’t know what is up with me today…. No really…. Feel super despondent, lethargic, shit, and annoyed…. and I can’t work out why? Actually I think I may be sick – yes I think I am sick. Maybe depressed. Had the option to go and have fun with someone and didn’t want to…. was…
Going Nuts?
Spent most of the morning racking my brains trying to remember who I went to church with recently on a Sunday afternoon… I think it has now come to me that it was my friend Parvel… but the annoyance at myself for not remembering. This was after a gift they gave me from the church…
Time Heals?
Gav – the Policeman and amazing friend of mine (and much more!) died in October. I still find it hard to get through the days. Everyday I think about him – sometimes it’s just a small thought…. others it’s like today where I am pretty much in tears and have to go and occupy myself…
Extreme Kink!
After weeks of arranging the day had finally come. I was finishing work early, the car was packed with plenty of toys to play with and I was so pumped up and horny I was surprised I hadn’t already blown my load through excitement. I jumped in the car and raced round the motorway following…
Vacation or Work?
I have now been in the US almost two weeks… Ok well I am about 11 days into “Vacation” as the Americans call it! Most of the vacation has been spent milling around and seeing California – immersing myself in the gay scene – although its a bit of a worrying place…. there is a…